- Zucchini 😂 Courgette!
Deb Bridges — Edited
So the way Ryan offered a fresh perspective on this really spoke to me…I get it, I see myself in this story. I see the times I don’t give my best, where I don’t do the things I feel prompted to do, I’m not talking conscience it’s something other, maybe you’d call it God… And there are times where I know I haven’t done the good thing, the right thing, whatever language you give it and I’m not at peace with myself while those that do, “give their best”, those that fo the good thing, do have that peace… and I know it’s simple ‘if I just did what was good…’ but I don’t, not always and so I find myself angry, frustrated, thankfully not driven to murder but I’m disappointed in myself, maybe resentful or jealous and I act out, it’s not pretty… It’s in those moments I find myself face to face with myself, the divine, reality, my very self…and it’s uncomfortable, it’s awkward, do I face up to myself, address my ego…or do I run, numb, distract and as a result live as a restless wanderer… I can choose not to leave the ‘presence’ and find restoration, or I can wander without real purpose and identity.., And so the next time I feel that promoting, that invitation to participate in the work of the divine, to present myself as a living sacrifice, do I just find the easiest option or do I give the best of me… Hmmmm….that’s what it made me think!