I'm a re-covering ex-Baptist and ex-missionary. I'm here to tell you that it is dark and ugly at the bottom of the buckett of religiosity. If organized religion has left you feeling dead inside, leave the building and find Jesus again in the broken places of the world. Dump all the guilt and judgement that has heaped up and wieghed you down at the church door, find a quiet place to heal. When you are rested and spiritually well enough to hear the still small voice of Jesus again (This may take years!),I'm here to tell you that your about to embark on a true second birth.I feel that me greatest days with Jesus arejust infront of me!