People don't realize the importance of reading the word, in the beginning was the word and the word was with God , the reason its a living breathing book is because the word is Jesus and only through the word can you know who he is and what his will is. I know it can be difficult to get in it at first but we must ask God to soften our hearts and put zeal in it for the word. No matter how many movies or testimonies about God you partake in, it is not your true relationship with God. Being a Christian is having a relationship with God not being religious.